happy birthday to me!

I wonder if people know when they write shit about there "friends" on these things that chances are that person is going to see it? I wish I could be stone cold emotionally and have no feelings for anyone! I find that very hard to do but it's getting easier all the time. Everytime my heart gets steped on it closes me off a litte more. You ever think you know someone but find out latter you were totally wrong? It hurts when you have to find out whats really going onwith someone whosuposedly trusts youand tells you everything from another person. It's like oh wow thanks for telling me!Nice to know you care enough to fill me in on these things!I love you but not that much! I'm your friend when I have time to be. Oh well, I feel like I've been lied to but whatever. I don't care anymore