june 9th

My new hormones arived yesterday, it's a different brand than I was taking so the dose is a little different. Anyway, the crazy moodiness could possibly return!

I've already been a little depressed this week, it seems like none of my friends have been online at night so I haven't had anyone to chat with. Which totally sucks! I like to think I'd be fine alone but honestly I don't think I would.

OK, well I guess that's about it for now. I have things I could write about but it's kind of personal. My best friend now has a new girlfriend and he would like me to get along with her but I'm having a hard time doing so. It would help if I didn't feel the way I do about him. We haven't talk as much lately because he's spending all his time with her. I think he can tell I'm upset and sometimes I think he quite enjoys it (bastard!) and other times I think he worries about me and so he lies about what he's doing to spare my feelings. Oh well, I know I'll never be good enough for anyone to love me. I guess I should just forget about it and move on.

Talk to ya latter!