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Welcome to my blogger page :) I tried a couple of other sites and I just didn't care for them much. I always liked 360 because it was set up better for meeting people. The worst trouble there is half the time nothing worked, comments, messages and blog would just disappear without a trace. You never knew if the person you wrote got it, didn't get it or if they just didn't write you back! Unreliable at it's best!
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Sunday night I had an argument with a "friend" or at least that's what we call each other. We have never actually met but we have talked online and on the phone, mostly in a friends sorta way. We use to spend hours just talking. We have so much in common. I mean, we like the same things, watch the same shows on TV, our friendship is great! Now he's starting to hang out with other girls and he talks about them quite a lot. For some reason I feel heart broke, betrayed!! like I've been cheated on, left for someone better.... but we are just friends. So why do I feel this way? Is it because I love him? Or is it because I use to have all his attention and not it seems like he could care less about me? I hate this feeling it makes it hard to have a normal conversation like we use to! I never intended to feel the way I do about him. That's the problem with love, you can't change how you feel. Even if you tell yourself NO, you are still going to feel the way you feel. There is no stopping it. I normally don't like writing about my relationships in my blogs (friends or others) but this has been so hard on me. I wish I couldn't feel anything for anyone anymore!
"Not all who wander are lost"
Kristina